tired
There's going to be a party in my suite in a couple hours and I'm so tired. I just want to nap and chill by myself for a while so that I'll be in a good mood when people start coming. When i haven't had time to settle and recharge i get so much more irritable and easily frustrated. Not that the last couple days weren't really fun. I just get drained if i don't have some time to myself.
I've been hanging out with aron a ton which is a lot of fun. He can be a little intense to be around. It's been a long time since I talked to someone this much. Its like how i remember when i first made friends with karen and we talked all the time and walked each other back and forth between our houses and then talked on the phone some more. It's a good feeling and scary all at the same time.
It was a kind of random week with valentines day on wednesday. Which usually doesn't even register with me as more than a minor blip but was pretty amazing this year. Then Thursday i went over to brian and jake's suite and they were watching pirates. Not pirates of the caribbean. Pirates the porn. I watched for a while but there were too many fake boobs and the dialogue was just as horrible as i expected. You'd think for being the highest budget porn ever or whatever they would have less boring sex or a more interesting plot/ fight scenes or both. Then on the other end of the spectrum, last night i went to vagina monologues. I enjoyed it but it definetely made me think about experiences that i don't ever think about. Which was also intense. There are large parts of my past that I almost never remember. Not that i have any deep dark secrets; i don't. Just some things get glossed over until an outside force triggers a memory. Vagina monologues triggered a lot of memories, some good some not so much. Its clearly been a sexual kind of week.
I hope the people that need to be signed in come early so i have time to chill. With a theme like global warming, i practically have to wear a bikini so going to the front desk many times is going to be especially painful.
I've been hanging out with aron a ton which is a lot of fun. He can be a little intense to be around. It's been a long time since I talked to someone this much. Its like how i remember when i first made friends with karen and we talked all the time and walked each other back and forth between our houses and then talked on the phone some more. It's a good feeling and scary all at the same time.
It was a kind of random week with valentines day on wednesday. Which usually doesn't even register with me as more than a minor blip but was pretty amazing this year. Then Thursday i went over to brian and jake's suite and they were watching pirates. Not pirates of the caribbean. Pirates the porn. I watched for a while but there were too many fake boobs and the dialogue was just as horrible as i expected. You'd think for being the highest budget porn ever or whatever they would have less boring sex or a more interesting plot/ fight scenes or both. Then on the other end of the spectrum, last night i went to vagina monologues. I enjoyed it but it definetely made me think about experiences that i don't ever think about. Which was also intense. There are large parts of my past that I almost never remember. Not that i have any deep dark secrets; i don't. Just some things get glossed over until an outside force triggers a memory. Vagina monologues triggered a lot of memories, some good some not so much. Its clearly been a sexual kind of week.
I hope the people that need to be signed in come early so i have time to chill. With a theme like global warming, i practically have to wear a bikini so going to the front desk many times is going to be especially painful.
posted by influx @ 7:28 PM
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