Panic just set in. I missed my first deadline for a consulting firm. Granted its not one I was particularly interested in, but still. Things are suddenly moving too fast for me. I had no less than three involved conversations today with various people on the topic of "what do I want to be when I grow up." I wish there was a way to take myself out of the situation like I did when I decided I didn't want to go right to college. Like find an alternate solution that's equally acceptable but not nearly as stressful.

And I have to get my computer looked at and I just don't want to bother.